https://www.albany.edu/offcourse
https://offcourse.org
ISSN 1556-4975
Published by Ricardo and Isabel Nirenberg since 1998
As we were approaching
the George Washington Bridge,
the late morning sunlight
was hard on the towers,
hard on the long span
between the towers.
On the West Side Highway,
glad to be free of the noise
and the traffic of lower
Manhattan, I said it was
a majestic sight,
and I asked him if he knew
of any poems about it.
He didn’t. He knew several
on the Brooklyn
Bridge but none at all on
the George Washington.
Then, after a slight pause,
he said that if he were
to write one, it would be
dreadful. We laughed.
Soon we were well north
on the Palisades Parkway,
and I asked him if he knew
William Carlos Williams,
for being in New Jersey
made me think of him.
He did, but not very well.
He had read with him once.
He was a judge the year
he got the Pulitzer
posthumously.
Then he turned to look
out the window.
I stopped asking questions.
We were silent the rest
of the way. I regret now
not saying what I wanted to,
that I didn’t believe it
would have been dreadful,
that poem on the George
Washington Bridge.
No, not at all dreadful.
I often drive on a road
that has two farms.
They’re about a half mile
apart, one with horses,
the other with cows.
When I drive to town
that way, I see the horses
first and then the cows,
and when I drive the other
way to go back home,
I see the cows first, then
the horses afterward,
and for some reason,
they do not look the same
as they do the first time
I pass them, the horses
and the cows, the cows
and the horses. The cows
are more noble, the horses
still noble but more modest,
more sadly so.
All of this happened, no more, no less.
One morning, a cockroach woke up to find it was changed into a salesman.
I am an all too visible man.
It was hate at first sight.
The morning was sunny and calm.
For a long time, I went to bed as late as I could.
There was every possibility of taking a walk that day.
What the hell do I know about families, happy or otherwise?
A whispering comes across the ocean.
I am a healthy man… I am an empathetic man.
No one I know died today.
This is the dumbest story I have ever heard.
I have never begun a novel with more optimism.
Call me tomorrow.
I’ve been walking around
mumbling the word vanity.
I can’t get it out of my head
or off my lips. “Vanity,” I say,
shaking my head, when I see
the cardiologist drive off in his
new Mercedes. “Vanity,” I say,
shaking my head, when I watch
the woman in the supermarket
ostentatiously display her Gucci
bag. “Vanity,” I say, shaking my
head when the teenage lovers
walk down the street wearing
matching Jordans and aviators.
“Vanity,” I say to my reflection
as I pass in front of the book
store window. “All is vanity,”
I say, shaking my head.
Nominated for the National Book Award, the Eric Hoffer Book Award, and nominated three times for the Pulitzer Prize, J.R. Solonche is the author of 40 books of poetry and coauthor of another. He lives in the Hudson Valley.