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Published by Ricardo and Isabel Nirenberg since 1998
Lifting up the skirts
Of the cheerfully invisible.
My life is never so bad
As I make it seem.
It is, however, a mess,
Un bordel of unpaid bills,
Gods grinding & grinding,
Making mash of my days.
Of course, there is the sense
That someone is missing.
Every day someone vanishes,
900 immigrants
Falling off a boat, capsizing,
Drowning. But what’s the sense
In holding back?
There is always a ship sailing
Somewhere over crazy weeds.
Wind takes the sails & we go.
Few persons insist that Life,
Textured with yearnings,
Has to last so many yrs
Or that we must forgive
All the cruelties laid upon us.
Each day contains some act
That will not be tidy.
I am alive or dead?
Do not be hasty. Take your time.
The answer may not be obvious.
I am like a young child
Whistling past the graveyard.
A north wind rattles the gates,
The padlock is rusted.
The company that owns
This vast acreage,
Does not make it easy to get into.
Every time the Earth is opened up
& a coffin is lowered,
Grave voices whisper:
Location, location, location.
While I deal with the All, sorry
Stains of my life deepen, & my thoughts
Rise & fall In a tumble, &
Pygmy armies are put to flight.
O why I am not waltzing
In bloody Transylvania hot spots,
Or digging pits
For Mastodons? or building huts
On the edge of some savage country,
Where I cd. be a philosopher-prince?
But no, I am stuck with Brite,
Doing my starch-legged dance
On the Rialto of Rinse.
Author Louis Phillips is a poet, playwright, and short story writer. He has written some 55 books for children and adults. His sequence of poems –The Time, The Hour, The Solitariness of the Place –was the co-winner in the Swallow’s Tale Press competition (1984). Among his published books of poems are: The Krazy Kat Rag (Light Reprint Press), Bulkington (Hollow Spring Press), The Time, the Hour, the Solitariness of the Place (Swallow’s Tale Press ). Pleasure Boat Studio has published his The Domain of Silence/The Domain of Absence: New and Selected Poems this Fall. He teaches at the School of Visual Arts in NYC.
His new book, Rowing to the Silly Islands, is available in Amazon. See more of his poems in Offcourse #64, https://www.albany.edu/offcourse/issue64/louis_phillips.html