https://www.albany.edu/offcourse
http://offcourse.org
ISSN 1556-4975
Published by Ricardo and Isabel Nirenberg since 1998
It surfaces. Uncurls. Transubstantiates on its own terms. Makes do with its own dimensions, tuning out the yellow ink and chatter, white paint and promises. It does not include batteries.
The small print hides what the large print neglects. Love's package is of similar design. Side effects may include nervous spasms, delusions of grandeur, cirrhosis of the liver, the inability to distinguish paint swatches, the inability to distinguish quality poetry.
I return from the store with Carnation Instant Breakfast and Everreadies as if each moment can be stirred into milk, as if eternity and my willingness to kiss its cheek are mathematical constants.
1.
I have been careless,
as was father.
The fence needs tending.
The bird with the broken wing
returns.
2.
The rest of the world
is tied for first.
They resent that I am
the only one left
to congratulate them.
Collect enough knives and soldier's hats
and you will end up
with the others,
screaming at clouds and wondering how
to get back to your militaria.
It’s clear
that I’ve tried to take comfort in that
which can never
offer comfort: drum and fife,
man and wife,
life and death.
It all ends up in conflict on the couch
while the radio prattles on
in the background
about how much it loves the sound
of broken glass.
I ask the grocer what percentage
of my Cocoa Krispies
is dead bugs and mouse droppings.
He says he can check
but it’s not very high,
not an actual health concern.
He used to study physics.
He used to raise his hand and ask
about the space between quarks.
His daughter gets that crazy
look in her eye after shaving
the sides of her head
(or so he says,)
and he wonders if that ever happens
to my daughter.
I laugh and say, "Well, yes."
I used to listen to The Clash
when I was their age.
He says we seem to have a lot
in common and could grab
a beer after work sometime
if I'd like.
I say, "Sure, but I'm pretty busy
until after Thursday."
Author Glen Armstrong (he/him) holds an MFA in English from the University of Massachusetts, Amherst and edits a poetry journal called Cruel Garters. His poems have appeared in Conduit, Poetry Northwest, and Another Chicago Magazine.